My Life & My Existence - Who am I?

7. New Born-‘Hwan Gol Tal Toa’(Changing bones and cells)

                                         [Antelop Canyon, Arizona] 

He was introduced to changes in his mind and in his energy and physical bodies. His mind was so comfortable and peaceful. Various insights, the ability to know the future and the ability to read people came into him. One lunch time, after he ate, he sat still and gathered his mind. He could feel his body disappear and something inside him came out and went into the mountain in front of him and came out again. At the same time he experienced a certain phenomenon where the mountain came into him. It was ten minutes only but it was a spiritual phenomenon which he still can feel today. When he would lie down on his bed to sleep, he felt energy flowing in his body that made his upper body feel like ice cream that was melting in the summer. It felt like his physical body was melted. The next change was about his physical body. His skin became very soft like a baby’s and his complexion became very pink and healthy. His physical body didn’t have much grime come through it’s pores. He didn’t even need any soap for his bath because the grime came out automatically. It was the phenomenon, Hwan Gol Tal Toa (changing bones and cells). During that time, he lived in his practice always even at work. His physical body was healthy and powerful, and he was full of joy and excitement with plenty of energy. His brain was very bright and clean. The wisdom came out of his brain like a spring. He was not always happy in his practice. He had to endure a lot of hard times also. One day, his body temperature was over forty degrees centigrade (104 degrees Fahrenheit) and he felt dim like a patient who had a dangerously high fever. One day in the summer he felt, so cold he had to wear a warm coat and turn the heater on. One day his body was powerless and limp like steamed vegetables and he felt like he had the flu. It seemed like he couldn’t move his body at all. Of course, it was not easy to have both a job and his practice. But it was not impossible. If anybody had a strong will, they could do both. Although Dahnjon breathing seemed very difficult before, from this time, it went very well. It was so marvelous that he could do it without any pain. It was so easy, natural, comfortable, powerful, big and deep. He could even control it the way he intended. He realized how different the physical lungs’ breathing through the chest was from the energy-spiritual breathing through the lower abdomen. It was so different.