My Life & My Existence - Who am I?
[Lester Levenson's tomb in Sedona Ilchi meditation Center]
3. Death of my father
His father passed away when he was in Second Grade of Junior high school. His father was diagnosed with liver sclerosis from a liver fluke and was sick since Byuk Woon was in Fifth Grade in Elementary school.
He remembered his father with a swollen stomach that was bloated and twice as big as normal. He took his father on a cart to the hospital; and his father came back by taxi as a cold corpse.
He never had a chance to say goodbye to his father. When he heard about his father’s death from his teacher during class, he felt a little bit strange.
Until that moment, he believed that the disease could be cured with hospital treatment. From then on, he trusted doctors and hospitals only up to a certain point. “How vain the death of a human is! The day before yesterday, my father was next to me! Is this how meaningless life is: that it can just disappear so suddenly?”
He felt numb and hopeless that, like his father, he himself would disappear suddenly and leave without saying goodbye.
My Life & My Existence - Who am I?
[Cactus Flowers in front of his room at Sedona Ilchi Meditation Center]
2. Birth
He was born Nov. 23, 1959 and doesn’t know whether it’s lunar or solar calendar, since his parents never told him. He was born in a farmer’s family in a very small country town Karak Ri , in Ui Ryung Goon, Kyung Nam in South Korea . After he finished high school in his hometown, he worked at a branch company of Hyun Dae for 8 years.
He remembers that he played very well with his friends all around the town in his childhood. Even though his family was very poor and not well off, he still remembers he grew up getting lots of love from his grandmother, his parents, his younger sister and two younger brothers.
According to his mother, he grew up without drinking his mother’s milk. Because he didn’t digest it well, he vomited whenever he drank it. He thinks that might be why he has always been short. However, he is very grateful to his parents for giving him a healthy body with which he doesn’t have any problem doing what he wants to do.
One full Moon Day!
[Secret Mountain in Sedona]
A full golden moon rose from Secret Mountain, when I was sitting in my front yard!
“What a lucky man I am!”
I felt very rich and fortunate to see this beautiful scene every month.
Who am I?
[Angel's Landing of Zion Canyon in Utha]
Who am I?
Who am I? I am a human that started from nothingness, and was born on the earth through my father and mother’s bodies, flew in their blood vessels and gathered energy.
I was a little child and then a student as I was growing up. After graduation, I worked at a company to support myself and my family as a breadwinner. I was once a great machinist, and now am a spiritual leader as well as a teacher who is able to manage Chun Ji Ki Woon (universal energy) and Chun Ji Ma Um (universal mind).
In my roles as spiritual leader and teacher, I am a spiritual consultant, a healer, and a leader of meditation tours. I enjoy playing the flute, listening to music, taking photographs and conversing with horses while riding on a horse.
I love traveling, reading and playing golf with my guests. Also, I enjoy fasting, and I like to think about the earth environment. Sometimes I feel that I am more beautiful than flowers. Also, I enjoy guiding others to feel more beautiful.
I do video photography and create pieces of work as a producer. I am concerned about myself, my family, society, earth and humanity.
Nowadays, I devote myself to spiritual training as a spiritual practitioner and by spreading Chun Ji Ki Woon and Chun Ji Ma Um. I live in Sedona, Arizona, the US, the earth village, in the city of the universe.
Like the above, I have many different faces. This is me.
My Life & My Existence - Who am I?
[Chun Hwa Cave: Shaman's Cave in Sedona]
1. Untitled: Crossing life and death
Enlightened people are alive while they are alive and also alive while they are dead.
Foolish people are dead while they are alive and also dead while they are dead.
No thought, no mind, no self, oneness with selflessness, life and death in one, One world
I consist of past I, present I and future I.
Neither my past nor my future is present I.
Only this moment, I in this very moment is I.
That’s why when I talk about my past or my future, I use the word ‘he,’ instead of ‘I.’
The I in the past or future is not I in the present.
I refer to it as ‘he,’ since I in the past or future is not I but other I that is not I.
I am a being that is changing ceaselessly day by day and am changing even at the moment I write this.
It’s because I am being born again every moment.
However, I am aware that my original nature does not change.
My internal originality doesn’t change but his appearance is changing continuously. I feel alive when I change and improve, and I enjoy the feeling. When I confront the universe there is transcendent love in it. There is no life or death in the eternal life, and the life and death are from one root. Both life and death are an instant of life and one aspect of life from the eternal life’s viewpoint. Only this moment is most precious to me and it is what I can concentrate on 100%. At any moment of life, focus on life 100%, and at the moment of death, concentrate on death 100%. We have no choice but to concentrate 100% on every moment. That is a real life. To concentrate 100% will resolve everything.
Double Rainbow
One afternoon,
during a light drizzle,
while I was washing my car, I suddenly looked around, and found…
[Double Rainbow from Solar Mago House at Sedona Ilchi Meditation Center]
Happy Holidays!
Hello!
I hope you enjoy the holidays and have a wonderful and joyful new year!
Also I pray for Health, Smile (Happiness) and Peace for you and your family.
I look forward to seeing you in 2008.
